It only took me a decade

I finally got my act together and figured out how to make a beautiful header for this here blog of mine. So there you have it! Oh the little things that make me happy. Matt is of course the one I owe credit to for the title of this entry. Somehow, although he has never actually read/viewed my blog (that i know of) he knew that it has taken me a "decade" to finally get this done.

Anyway, we have had quite the crazy couple of weeks. Two weeks ago we went to Las Vegas to be with two of the most amazing people while they tied the knot! I felt so honored to be a part of such a special union. Mike and Jen are truly two of the most amazing people that I know. Jen is the kindest, sweetest, funniet, biggest hearted person I know. She truly inspires me on a regular basis. I strive to be more like her in my life. I have truly never known such a beautiful soul. She has an amazing story to tell that's for sure. She comes from many trials and tribulations. Which I think is what draws me to her so much. I have such a hard time not letting my past burden me and follow me to my future. And Jen does such a remarkable job of growing from what she has experienced in the past and what she knows and observes now, and applying it to the present. I want to one day grow to be more like her. She is truly an angel. Maybe an angel sent here to guide me in the direction i need to be guided. I know that my own mother is wonderful. But she lacks in all the ways that Jen thrives which leads me to believe she has come into my life to guide me to be more like her. It truly brings tears to my eyes when i think of how lucky i am to have met her. Mike will never know how incredibly thankful i am for him find this gem!

I cannot wait for these two to have children! They will be the most remarkable littles this world has seen. Hands-down! I have never met someone as strong as Jen, and i know that regardless of whether her mother is here to guide her in her journey to becoming a mother or not, she will dominate. I can not even think of what she would have to do to totally botch motherhood. She would have to do some real psycho shit though, and i know that is totally not happening. She will be fabulous. I want to be the fabulous that she will be for my kids, too. And that is what I will strive for, day after day. I am so thankful for her example.

On another note, I had an interview with AT&T last Friday. I thought it went really well! The job is hopefully going to be in Gilroy so i will no longer have to commute to san jose everyday. But there is a slight chance it will be in Watsonville, Capitola, or Monterey. I am crossing my fingers for Gilroy though! They called me on wednesday to ask me about my trip home for the holidays. I had mentioned it in the interview after he asked whether blackout days for all of december were going to be a problem. Basically they wanted to know how short I was willing to cut my trip. I explained that i was willing to do whatever it took I just wanted to be able to be there for Christmas Eve and day. That was on wednesday and i havent heard back from them since. :/ Needless to say, I am incredibly nervous now. I REALLY want this job! Fingers crossed.

Well, I suppose its time for me to go. I ended up starting a blog for Matt tonight per his request and killed a lot of the night doing that. Now i'm sleepy! Check out his blog though, he hasnt posted any entries yet but he insists he will!

www.patiomusic.blogspot.com

Goodnight world!

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